The journey called life....or just a file

Down the memory lane

I just read the postings on deepanjan's blog regarding his dad. There was a comment on it asking him whether he misses his dad the same way as he did 1 year back. This makes me wonder whether i miss my dad too. It has been 17 yrs since i lost him but the event seems like just yesterday. Life tries to make u forget the past but then there are times when it tries to make u remember the past. Though the memories of old days seems to be fading but there remains a black hole in u'r heart which keeps u reminding of the emptiness there.
Everybody says he is out there somewhere keeping a watch on us but there are times when u feel that why is he there and not beside me. Someone once said to me that god needed him more than us .....it seems god was also greedy of luv that he spread all around.
Anyway life goes on and on and we keep the light of his love burning in out heart and whatever happens 17 yrs or ..50 yrs it doesn't matter the light will still remain in our heart.

posted by Anupam @ 9:34 AM